Day 11

It was and uneventful Tuesday and to say the least i loved it... stopped by my sisters after work cuz she made some lunch ahhh so thankful. She made BBQ pork meat and we used potato bread(<<love!!!) for the sandwich it was absolutely mouth watering. After that i came home did nothing for some hours then headed off to the gym for Pilates. It been fun getting back on schedule with my gym routine. i was so relaxed that when i came home i hit the shower and when straight to sleep i woke up today with so much energy

above I'm wearing- jacket from-last chance

dress-hottie

boots-bakers

thights-forever 21

earings-boyfriend gave so idk

dazzling ring-idk my sister hand me downs cuz i have children fingers it didnt fit her but i get to keep, yess!!

Monday blues

My boyfriend and i just love some I-HOP.. We escaped at like 11pm to have some of those special holiday meal deals.. Well let me tell you , when we saw those walnut pancakes an cinnamon apple crepes on the commercial we had to have some. Omnomonom sooo good! 

Hope you enjoyed my lil outfit photoshoot by the way. It sucks having to ask people to take my outfit pic so this time i did it all by myself...well, with the help of the handy-dandy timer on my camara lol. My sister was like "what are you doing you weirdo?" my response- ... "ummm  taking my own picture for once haha" 

Day 10/ Epic failed attemp at baking cookies

Ugh, so that Blue Bonnet bitch ruined my cookies AAAAAHH!! It's bad enough that I'm sucky at cooking but then this butter-heffa goes and puts salt in her butter... ok, you could at least let me know in the packaging that ur shit has salt...then again it would probably help if i read -umm "vegetable spread" is that butter?? Well u know what miss Blue Bonnet, i made gross cookies because of your ugly dumb butter and you are gonna sit there looking pretty in ur dumb ugly little blue hat smiling at me huh??  well FU

Epic fail i know but ill try again today hopefully with better results and will definitely use another brand of butter. anyway tutorial coming soon if i succeed ... here is a sneak peak of what i used (replace butter for real butter unsalted)

On a jolly-er note!! here is my outfit of the day for Sunday

shoes bcbg- acquired at last chance

jegging-last chance

red top-express

tan wrap sweater- name brand

necklace - cant remember

Paid retail for what item?? - none

haha i love bargain shopping =D 

oops left these out..

So i did the math and so far a have only  wore 21 of the 30 items of clothing allowed, that's pretty good i think. the challenge is on for the next 21 days but I'm starting to feel like this is too hard. I wanted to cheat so bad and add other items of clothing... actually i was thinking about switching one of my items out for a diff one cuz i cant find anything to match that grey throw half sweater...ANYWAY so i wanted to wear this cashmere quarter sleeve sweater today over my grey shirt but unluckily i couldn't find it.. i was so sad .. like where is my clothes going?? i hope my mom didn't raid my closet with out me knowing and send that one to my cousin. She always does that it's so annoying ... its not the fact that i give her my old clothes that's fine i love my cousin and rather have her get it than just donate it to the goodwill but stuff that don't fit me anymore is fine... but hello can you ask me first if I'm done with that?? ugh like my BCBG dress from my sisters wedding i did not want her to send that away... i loved that dress so much and she just up and stole it from my closet like a sneaky lil child .... when i get off work i will go on a massive laundry search for my precious cashmere sweater cuz i really like that one and it would be a shame if i never see her beautiful mother of pearl big buttons again : (

OK enough about this attachment to clothes moving on to the actual items outfits i completely omitted due to lack of energy ...

above we have outfits 2 and 7  

The reason I'm headless woman today is that i wasn't having a great face day. I had been at work for 10 hours and it def. showed i looked like death's mother...a.k.a as blacky panda eyes circles

oh and by the way later this day i found out i left my cashmere sweater at my sista's house lol sorry mom... but I'm still holding grudges for that pink dress 

Thanks,give(me my food)-ing

Booooo for random ass people infiltrating family circles!!! There should be a law against this type of behavior... Random ass people making unfunny jokes targeted toward people they don't know, (other members of the family) not my idea of how i want to spend my holiday season... but since people want to invite random ass people to family gathering i guess il have to withdraw myself from the upcoming gathering all together...

Another annoyance of mine: long stretched out fucking fake ass prayers when you're a hypocrite... I don't have any problem with praying in particular, there should be a longer than usual prayer in Thanksgiving... The level of fakeness and the words said is what bothers me ,, when your are lying to God ur probably adding on the hell points buddy. Soo word of advice, don't do it !!!! Also don't be coming up in here wanting somebody to feel sorry for your ass cuz i am not good at that .. Double GGRRRRRr!!


anywaysssss here is what i looked like on Thanksgiving day... in my "choir girl outfit" according to my boyfriend ---waht a meany head i know, but i like it and that's all that matters

Ignore the handsome men this is my outfit damm it !! jk

On a more happy note, my moms cooking = bomb!!! She sure needs to rub some of those skill on me cuz im not the kitchen type, but maybe when i grow up (haha never). ok here comes a peek at what my mouth experienced last night... ready set go

day 5

Don't mind my smile I'm not very happy today ... As a matter of fact its been a lame day over all... shut down for all emotions. feeling numb would be better than all the feelings of disgust , resentment, hate, annoyance, repulsion, shall i keep going..?  All these ugly type of emotions all directed at "one who shall not be named" but sadly <<<(another emotions see) i am not capable of no emotion . I have yet to master that skill on the Non-human Abilities handbook.... ugh anyway today has been kinda monumental but in the opposite way that i hoped ... for once I'm wishing that the holidays weren't coming ,,, but another skill that i haven't mastered is stopping and or rewinding time so i guess ill just have to deal with it, and move on. but thanks for fucking us all over "one who shall not be named" !!!!!!!!!

day 3

Today I'm wearing :

Oh my, what a day!!!

Nothing out of the ordinary went to work, then had and ortho appointment after that. I must say, all the dam assistants either are angry at the world or just really distracted ... i always get cut ,pinched, my bonds snapped off, a tooth hit by a metal object or a combination of the 4 if I'm really unlucky that day .. ugh braces talk i know i know I'm 20 n still in braces but as far as I'm concerned only four more months and my pearly whites will be ready ... but that's if i wear my rubber bands like a monkey on crack addicted to flavor/n feel of tiny rubber elastics.... anyway back to the rest of the day where my Sissys and mommy went to lunch that was nice and fun and then i headed over to my boyfriends casa where like always i had a nap... i always nap over there its kinda silly since we should be studying for his test but ahhh who has time for studying when there is sleep ... ill just learn through meditation now that's skills...

now I'm back at my house and looking forward to the rest of the week Thanksgiving is almost here and that's something to look forward to don't you think??