cloudy skies and rainy eyes

Sundays are boring !!
I still haven't got the courage to go to ysa ward
Dont know what it is , going back to church is hard enough. Doing it alone is twice as hard.
beginning to realize that im scared of meeting people
Maybe its because of that horrible dream i had the other night where all these girls where bullying me and i just sat there panick stricken in fear of embarrasment i dont know just a thought ... im not the type to sit around and let anyone bully me but in this dream it happened ...

Im growing impatience with this weather
at least i have and excuse to wear my chucky fur trimmed boots right ...
this kinda weather calls for a blanket a cup of hot chocolate and a good movie... instead ill blog and watch you tube makeup gurus