Wednesday, November 24, 2010

day 5


Don't mind my smile I'm not very happy today ... As a matter of fact its been a lame day over all... shut down for all emotions. feeling numb would be better than all the feelings of disgust , resentment, hate, annoyance, repulsion, shall i keep going..?  All these ugly type of emotions all directed at "one who shall not be named" but sadly <<<(another emotions see) i am not capable of no emotion . I have yet to master that skill on the Non-human Abilities handbook.... ugh anyway today has been kinda monumental but in the opposite way that i hoped ... for once I'm wishing that the holidays weren't coming ,,, but another skill that i haven't mastered is stopping and or rewinding time so i guess ill just have to deal with it, and move on. but thanks for fucking us all over "one who shall not be named" !!!!!!!!!

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